i grew up on my own
nowhere to go no where to be
my tears of sadness and my tears of pain
always and forever an endless chain
i tried to be ther for you
i tried to be what you wanted
i tried to reach expectations
i tried but now i'm through
living your life ignoring my pleas
why is it that i can never realize
myself and no other will know i died
they saw me but did they see the lies
tried so hard to make you realize
i'm so motherfucking tired of your lies
day after day each time i talk to you
never ever wanting to reach the truth
why lies
tried to understand the way you would make me feel
never understood your thinking deal
what did i do o deserve all this hate
wait please relate to what is i have to say
every time i came to you - you looked away
every time you came to me - i played your game
now i need no one - especially you
you are my parents and i played the fool
i don't care what you wanted me to be
cause you never cared and you never believed
in you you don't care about my life
and i don't care about you - not my life back to lyric list